My First Love Never End in My Heart
Love is a wonderful things that can’t be predict where and when we will meet someone who are loving sincere what we are..
Many people assume that loving someone through cyber world likes a puppy love and will be break in not so long time. But in this love story, is very contrast with its thought.
This story is fiction, if there have the same name and location is a matter which not intentional.
. . . . . HAPPY READ THIS DRAMA. . . . .
ACT 1
Starting from cyber chat, Abdulloh and Annissa know each other... As long as their conversation, Abdulloh very cooperative for giving the information about Cairo to Nissa because she want to continue her study there. Nissa, a kind girl but sometimes become moody, two years younger than Abdulloh. While Abdulloh, a man who calm and well-mannered was graduated from Islamic Boarding School and still to be a students in Cairo Islamic University.
Abdulloh : Hi,, may I know you?
Nissa : yes please...
Abdulloh : What’s your name? I’m Yusuf abdulloh, you can call me Abdulloh.
Nissa : Hi Abdulloh, I’m Annissa Nur Soraya. Just call me Nissa...
Abdulloh : that sounds like a great name Nissa.. Nice to be acquintand with
you... (sending smiling emoticon).
Nissa : Nice to meet you too... (sending smiling emoticon too).
Abdulloh : where do you come from? Do you still school or not?
Nissa : I’m from Indonesia and still in 3rd level in Senior High School. But
I wish to continue my study at Cairo University... I always
dreamed it every night.. Unfortunately, I can’t speak arabic
fluently. Huuuffftthhh,,,,,
Abdulloh : Ohhh,, Thats good Nissa! I also from Indonesia and still continue
my study in here. I take Syariah Islamic Economy and still in 4th
semester in this university. I can help you to learning arabic
language.. Want you?
Nissa : Really???? Wow,, you are a kind man Abdulloh... (happy)
Abdulloh : Ahhh,, so-so... J
ACT 2
As day go by, their conversation become fun and interesting, until they don’t have any fresh ideas again to discuss together. Suddenly Abdulloh says....
Abdulloh : Ummmmpphh,,, Nissa, have u ever been got a someone special in
your heart?
Nissa : Yes I have. So why you ask me about that?
Abdulloh : (panick) emm,, ohhh,, no,, no problem. Just want to ask you.
Nissa : Okay, I will be open with you... I ever have a boyfriend but we
were broke our relationship 2 years ago.. What about you?
Abdulloh : (a little bit relief) well... Actually I never have someone special
in my heart till now.
Nissa : Really?? (laughing in hearth).
Nissa : But I’m not sure about that... In this globalization period,
a man nearest 20 years old usually ever have a someone special.
(unbelieve and wrinkled forehead)
Abdulloh : No, thats the truth Nissa... You should know, I really want to
Dating in my age. But I haven’t found that girl... Although I still in
4th semester, half of my friends in my village was marriage. The
others sometimes ask me when I back home and marriage.
Moreover, they were make fun of my single status. Its very make
me resentful!
Nissa : (laughing inwardly) Okay, I believe with you boy... Be patient
friends, everything will be beautiful in the appropriate time...
(winking).
Nissa : But in our religion does not recognize the term of dating, you
Should know about it,,,, isn’t it?
Abdulloh : Yes of course, if you violates what are not allowed in Islamic
teaches. But if you still in the role, and have well-intentioned to
approaching someone, it would be fine. As you say before that this
is a globalization era, right? And I don’t want to be made of fun
with my friends. I want to change the perspective thought that
Muslim students always old-think.
Nissa : So you are a true moslem, aren’t you?
Abdulloh : Throughout my age I never struck the things that my religion
banned. From I was children till now, I always obey what I must to
do in my religion. I read holy quran after I’ve prays, I’ve wake-up
earlier doing sunnah prayer, I always obey my parent says, and the
others kinds of kindness. I just want to have a girlfriend to share
the happiness with her and many things that can’t explain again
with a word because too many words which can describes about
love. Well Thank you for reminded me Nissa... J
Nissa : (Beginning put the commiseration to him).
ACT 3
Day by day, they feels very happy to know each others... Abdulloh and Nissa is beginning to communicate throughout short-message-service which also known as sms and telephone. They were likes a very close friends and the over time they keep a sense of mutual.
In the telephone conversation.....
Abdulloh : وسهل اأهلا ...عليكم السلام (greetings in arabic language that
asking report).
Nissa : جيد أنا ...م السلا عليكم او (answer the greetings that she is
well, happy feels).
Abdulloh : Am I disturb you?
Nissa : Of course no... (in deep her heart is very happy).
Abdulloh : What about your studies?
Nissa : so-so... Are you?
Abdulloh : getting smooth..
Nissa : Good job friends... (winking).
Abdulloh : (quit for a while, said in his heart that “it is cause you that always
support me and always in my thought...”)
Abdulloh : Could I ask you?
Nissa : yes please... whats that?
Abdulloh : Have you a close-boy friends now?
Nissa : Yes I have it. And in fact we are very close....
Abdulloh : Who is he Nissa? (Hope the man is him).
Nissa : He is Arif, I meet him on the cyber chat too same with you.
Moreover, he ever express his feeling to me.
Abdulloh : (silent at a moment, hopeless and disappointed)
Nissa : Hello,,, Abdulloh you can hear me??
Abdulloh : Oh yes, I hear what did you say. So, what your answer? (still hope
that Nissa wasn’t choose Arif to be a special one in her heart).
Nissa : I’m confuse friends,,, (she still hope that Abdulloh express his
feelings to her).
Abdulloh : Why you’re confusing? You must happy! There are someone waiting
for you who care and love with you, who want to share his
happiness with you... (feels hurt cause he like Nissa but he don’t
know how to express his feelings).
Nissa : (listen Abdulloh argued, she starting to forget her feelings with
Abdulloh). Okay, so I must accept him Abdulloh?
Abdulloh : Yes... if you happy, I’ll be happy too (although I feel hurt).
Nissa : Well, I will be response his feelings to me...
Abdulloh : (very sad, chaotic, and beginning to give-up).
ACT 4
Only a few month passed, Nissa decided to end her relationship with Arief because too many problem that complicated and she also feels that she didn’t have love feelings to Arief. As long as her relationship with Arif, she never chat again and Abdulloh also rarely keep in touch with Nissa. At her desperate feelings, she returns to chat again...
In the cyber chat...
Abdulloh : Hi, Nissa how are you? Long time no see you. I’m very happy you
come back again to chat..... (missing her).
Nissa : (quit, no answer).
Abdulloh : Nissa, still you there? Hello...
Nissa : (stil quit, confuse what should she say).
Abdulloh : Nissa, please answer my questions... I really2 miss you... I never
felt this before. I don’t know how the way to express my feelings
with you, but honestly, I love you Nissa... (sad).
Nissa : (Shocked, happy, but still quit).
Abdulloh : Well, I know you have a boyfriend and I might be in a wrong
situation expressing my feelings. You should know, I almost give-
up to approaching you. But I’m sure that this feelings too stronger
than I was imagine...
Abdulloh : Forgive me if I have many mistakes, if you don’t want to answer
my chat, I never disturb you again.. Thank you during this you
make my life become different and colorful. See you...
Nissa : Wait Abdulloh... Im sorry, I never want to make you hurt. I only
confuse what should I do! L
Nissa : So far after I have boyfriend I felt very missing you! I miss your
voice, I miss your advice in religion, I miss your message, I miss
your happiness story (Exactly I miss too see you behind me giving
happiness in my life). Actually I love you but I ashame to
expressing it first. And now I have been broke my relationship
status.
Abdulloh : (Surprised) Really you are missing me?? You also love me? Is it
true Nissa?
Nissa : Yes I am..
Abdulloh : (very happy) So, do you want to be my girlfriend? Believe
me, I’ll do the best for you... J
Nissa : I trust with you... J
Act 5
A long with times that always spin, they relationship were getting improve. They plan so many big dreams in their illusion. But one day, Nissa was in a dissapointed and restless felt.
In telephone conversation...
Abdulloh : Beib, do not sad again... I worried about you... Whats wrong with
you, please tell me the truth... L
Nissa : You may not worried about me in here beib... Please do not contact
me again.
Abdulloh : What you mean beib??! (shockly)
Nissa : Please forgive me, we’ll never together as in our realize! (very
desperate).
Abdulloh : No Nissa, please tell me whats wrong with you or I’’ll be hate you!
(just bullied).
Nissa : Oh no!... (with distractedly). I don’t know how to say it. As you
know my feelings get stronger to you. However, we can not realize
our big dreams. I’m not accepted in Cairo and it means that we
wouldn’t meet in a real world. I’m very sad beib. Please understand
it... L
Abdulloh : (silent for a moment and sigh). Beib, listen to me... God never gives
trial, beyond the limits of the person. We only can plans, but all of
the things, only God that will determine it.
Nissa : (shed her tears).
Abdulloh : C’mon beib, you may not give-up and don’t sad again.
Although you are not in here, you do not think if we can’t meet in
the future. I’m sure you can through this situation and believe
with me. 3 years later, I’ll be back to Indonesia and I promised to
meet you and realize our big dreams... J
Nissa : But it isn’t a short time beib! I do not want to be disappointed
again for the umpteenth time! You can’t understand my feeling
because you never be dissapointed causing of love! It’s very
make you hurt!
Abdulloh : I trust with you, and you must trust with me. That is a successful
key leading to the happiness gate beib... Believe me, because the
beautiful trust will not be unmatched.
Nissa : I trust with you, but how if you leave me when I’m in very loving
you? Or we were broke our relationship? I’m not God who can read
someone’s heart beib! I just ordinary girl who have a weakness.
My heart can turn into fragile at any time. L
Abdulloh : Hey, remember you’ve ever said that we don’t know our destiny?
Did you forget it?
Nissa : Yes I remember, but............ (quit at the moment).
Abdulloh : Shhhhhhhttttt,,,, (interrupting Nissa). You may right if we don’t
know our destiny. However we still have the miracle beib... The
destiny can we change if we have a willing to change it. Everything
would be happened in this world.
Nissa : (a little bit relieved but still worry to continue his far-way
relationship).
Abdulloh : Don’t be sad anymore beib... If you sad there, I will be sad too
here... Please, you must sure that I will come to you and there will
never be another in my heart because you are the best.
Nissa : (smiling happy).
Act 6
Because of they really enjoy the romance of love, they were not felt that their relationship already stepped on the 3rd year and it would like the time that awaited for a long time by Nissa to meet Abdulloh...
In a nice weather...
Abdulloh : Hello beib, I have a bad news for you... (with limp intonation and
do not have passionate). L
Nissa : Yeah beib,, what is it? (a little scared).
Abdulloh : (Quit)
Nissa : Beib, please don’t make me curious.
Abdulloh : But promised to me that you will not sad again. Promise?
Nissa : (think hard for a moment).
Nissa : I know what you’ve want to say. Do you failed in your trial beib?
So you will graduates a year later, isn’t it? (sad, hopeless).
Abdulloh : Im so sorry beib...
Nissa : (very sad).
Abdulloh : But don’t worry, maybe I’ll be back home a week later. (hidden his
happy feelings that was recently graduated).
Nissa : What??? A week later?? Are you kidding me beib?
Abdulloh : Yes that is true! (laughing).
Nissa : Whooooooaaaaa,,, so you lie to me huuuuh! (laughing together,
making joke and really happy).
Nissa : So when you’ll meet me? I’ll be waiting for a long time beib...
Three years is not a short-time and not an easy things in passing
our relationship. I’m very missing you beside me beib... (hoping)
Abdulloh : So do I beib... I always awaiting to look the beautiful moonlight
with you and give happiness to you. It is the time we realize our
dreams. Wait me, I’ll be come besides you forever... J
Nissa : (absolutely in happy feels throughout the days).
1 week later, in a beautiful night Cairo before Abdulloh return home....
Abdulloh : Beib, I will be arrive at Soekarno Hatta airport at 10.00 am
tomorrow. Im very appreciate if you could come to there and I
will directly introduce you to my family.
Nissa : I would introduce too your family soon beib?? But I am not ready.
Abdulloh : (Interrupt) Please not making excuses beib. Because I wanna give
something to you...
Nissa : Really?? May I know it? (smiling).
Abdulloh : Because it is a surprise of course not! (laughing).
Nissa : (frowned, pursed her lips, then laugh together).
Act 7
All the night Nissa thinking about the meeting with her prince of heart. Then, she have an initiative to buy a gift for Abdulloh and his parent. In the morning, she feels nervous and confuse to wearing a clothes until she forgot with the time.
Nissa : (Think that she would be late and decided to drive a motorcycle
by herselves although the street were slippery because of the cat
and dog rain last night. Her heart pounding, feeling so tremble).
On her way, in a cloudy weather.......
Nissa : I must be ontime at the airport! Yes I can certainly be there in
20 minutes. (With wearing her favorite blue shirt and long skirt,
she drove motorcycle in a slippery road conditions. In a few
minutes, suddenly rain comes and almost wetting her clothes.
Without its realize, a motorcycle that she drove is in a high
speed. While in the intersection, she almost hit by a car who
crossed from the opposite direction and she slammed the steering
wheel to the left and put the brakes on his bike but the tires bike
skidded and she cannot control the motorcycle again).
Nissa : ... أكبر الله(ALLAAAAAAAAAAAAAHU AKBAR!!!).
(She was bouncing from the motorcycle which she drove quickly
until she dragged as far as 500 meters. Her head and nose
streaming blood because of the crunch when she was hit the
roadblock).
In the momment while Nissa was agony, she still remembering the beautiful memories during three years making relationship with Abdulloh. Whereas, Abdulloh is very disappointed caused Nissa was not attending his arrival in Indonesia. Then the police officer calls Abdulloh, the only one name in the recently calls in Nissa’s phone cellular.
Police officer: Good morning, may I speak with Abdulloh?
Abdulloh : (strange and astonishment, while walking to leave the airport with
his family, clutching a ring which he likes to giving her as the
surprise gift). Yes, I’m Abdulloh Sir. With whom I am speaking?
Police officer: I am police officer, want to inform that your friends Annisa Nur
Soraya recently got the severe accident on Ir. Soekarno Hatta
street no.25 Jakarta. You can visit her in RSCM hospital. Thank
you (suddenly turn off the phone).
Abdulloh : (torn shocked and saying an islmic phrase which usually says while
we get the disaster) !!! العظيم الله استغفر ...لله انا
(his body suddenly tremble and limp, afterwards he is going to the
hospital with his family).
In a few minutes, he was arrive in the hospital and not expected, Nissa’s parent and family also being there. With roaring cry from Nissa’s family when look at Nissa in a very dramatic worse situation, Abdulloh was stunned and couldn’t bear to see at the first time the condition of the only one girl that he loves very much motionless in the ICU.
In the ICU, just himselves and Nissa...
Abdulloh : Why it must be like this beib? If I were know it would be this, I
never ask you to came for welcoming me. Never beib... L
Abdulloh : (Tears) Wake up beib, wake up! Come on beib, wake up... Lets we
knitt our dreams that ever we plans (so sad).
Nissa : (still in motionless, not budging).
After that Abdulloh pray to God, wish so that Nissa can recover again.
With his conversation with God...
Abdulloh : O Allah, I knew if I wasn’t the paradise... I also just Your servant
who were not always dutiful by all the teaches from You.. My sins
maybe likes foam on the ocean... But I realy want her to be my life
companion in this world, I want her to be my angel in Your
beautiful heaven, and I want her to be my wife, a mother of my
children... I hope you’ll grant my prayers.. Aamiiin,,,
Not a long time, Abdulloh back to the ICU rooms and continuously remind her into many happy years that they passed even though only in a virtual world. Nissa suddenly shed her tears and try to force moving her finger...
Abdulloh : (Discussed with his and her family married to Nissa at that time. Only in 15 minutes to present the Muslim leader or also known as penghulu and all of the preparation things which required to marry in islamic syariah, then the marriage already done).
After Abdulloh says the agreement of ‘ijab qobul to the Muslim leader, unexpectedly Nissa were conscious...
Abdulloh : للهالحمد (Thank God! Happy but still in atmosphere of emotion).
Nissa : (her breath gasping likes as the signal that the angel of death
come to pick her and saying appologize to her parent, not
excepted to Abdulloh). Mo...m, Da...d, for..gi..ve my sins...... I’m no
longer stro.....ng (shed her tears).
Nissa : (looking at Abdullah for the first time, smiling at him although
still shed her tears). Be.......ib,, appologize me... Sincere me to
leaving you, my heaven of prince....
Abdulloh : (looking her eyes, holding her hands tightly, and shed his tears
too). While kiss her hends and brow, Abdullah said, “go quitly side
a God oh my heaven of angel...” (his heart is beaten, didn’t dare to
says such words, in very weak condition).
Nissa : (Instantaneous, she closed her eyes for the last time).
Abdulloh : راجعون اليه وانا لله انا (saying in his heart “I entruse her
inside You for return to me in the day after life God)”.
The relatives, her parent and also Abdulloh’s parent couldn’t holding their crying accompany her departure.
Act 8
Five years moving, Abdulloh come to the place where Nissa was in her final resting place. He always came to that place every years to prays Nissa.
Abdulloh : (After give prays to her, he is standing in front of Nissa’s grave.
Then he thought “I really-really miss you beside me, gave me
colorful things in my life, even till now I still alone memorizing you.
Although you were die in my life, you must know that my first love
for you never end in my heart and always lasting in my life)”. Good
bye in the day after beib...
At the same time he walking back home, it was the first time he can really realize the truth meaning of life and love that everythings we get, surely would be back with whom created us. Love and sincere affection is the major key to establish a good commitment in the future. Whatever the obstacles faced, would not shake the fortress of love. However we just making plans, all things only God that determines... (backsong Avril Lavigne: When ur gone).
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